How should I do this?
No one really is allowed to read my journal, yet I have such an urge to share my feelings and thoughts with the world.
Now I dont know what to write anymore. I feel some type of pressure, because you are reading this.
Can I write that I am the illest? I am so cool. I have a freaking good heart and am overll a freaking good person. if you are my friend, my advice, Do not mess it up, because I am one huge asset! Aside from that, I am pretty and can dance like a pro. Wherever I dance I create a cirlce around me. You probably think I am so freaking conceited and arrogant…
Ok, I am always late! I do not have a regular job. I get mad really fast and cannot control my emotions at times. I cannot keep myself in shape. My car is never clean and is in constant need of repair and maintenance. I take things very personal. I forget stuff all the time. When I leave my house, 9 times out of 10 I have to go back because i forgot somethiing.
I freaking have nothing under control. Now you feel bad for me? Or maybe you might feel relieved that I dont have my shit together.